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Who am I

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As I was sitting at my councilor waiting to be brought back I started to think, I can't be the only one dealing with this constant feeling of guilt. The Guilt that I failed in life, that I am not good for anything and that maybe I really am as bad as my Ex says I am. For those that have never been through a divorce, or child custody or Emotional or mental abuse, it is hard to understand, but for those of us that have been there, it makes you question your every move.  My story began in 2003, My senior year of high school. It was a rough year for me, not in the typical sense because to those looking in I seemed to be ok. I had friends, I was on the cheer squad, and I was happy. However that summer my boyfriend had broke up with me, for a girl that was in rehab, that was closer to home, and well, we were to serious to young. However that summer I lost my best friend. I was ok not being in a relationship but I wasn't ok with our friendship to end the way it did. It put ...