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Cords of Attchment and Thetahealing

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Etheric cords are cords of attachment are cords of connections to places, things, past lives, people, situations, experiences, events - anything. Cords of attachment are different from pure unconditional cords of love in that cords of attachment drain vital force energy away from you, anther person, place or thing. I know that we are still in the introduction to my whole story, and this may be jumping ahead, but I had my cords of attachment cut and a Thetahealing session today. This was something new to me but I wanted to share with all of you that experience. I will start with a quick, I mean very quick rundown of my whole story all of which I will get to telling you about it all as we got through this in more detail but for now, you will get a quick intro. If you have read through my 2 previous posts, I hope you are starting to see the pattern that took me many years to see. The parts that I have not touched on yet were how we met, that is the next one in line, then th...
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A day in the life

I always thought we were happy. We had 2 beautiful kids, he had a good job, and we had decent money. However we always seemed to be broke. As I look back I realized that while I have always felt like it was all my fault, I see now that it was a lack of communication and him always having to keep up with the jones. I mean who wouldn't want that life when you are 25, your husband makes 120k a year and you have a beautiful 3300 square foot house, you don't have to work, or at least that's what he made you think when really it was so you could be at his disposal. My husband was the youngest pilot ever hired at hiscompany, he was flying aircraft that only a handful of people in the world can do. Of course that would go to anyone's head right? Well, it went to his head, it became a competition because Dave at work has this, and Brian has this, well I should have those things to. He changed with this job. He became someone that I didn't recognize. I mean, looking bac...
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Who am I

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As I was sitting at my councilor waiting to be brought back I started to think, I can't be the only one dealing with this constant feeling of guilt. The Guilt that I failed in life, that I am not good for anything and that maybe I really am as bad as my Ex says I am. For those that have never been through a divorce, or child custody or Emotional or mental abuse, it is hard to understand, but for those of us that have been there, it makes you question your every move.  My story began in 2003, My senior year of high school. It was a rough year for me, not in the typical sense because to those looking in I seemed to be ok. I had friends, I was on the cheer squad, and I was happy. However that summer my boyfriend had broke up with me, for a girl that was in rehab, that was closer to home, and well, we were to serious to young. However that summer I lost my best friend. I was ok not being in a relationship but I wasn't ok with our friendship to end the way it did. It put ...
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