Cords of Attchment and Thetahealing

Etheric cords are cords of attachment are cords of connections to places, things, past lives, people, situations, experiences, events - anything. Cords of attachment are different from pure unconditional cords of love in that cords of attachment drain vital force energy away from you, anther person, place or thing.

I know that we are still in the introduction to my whole story, and this may be jumping ahead, but I had my cords of attachment cut and a Thetahealing session today. This was something new to me but I wanted to share with all of you that experience. I will start with a quick, I mean very quick rundown of my whole story all of which I will get to telling you about it all as we got through this in more detail but for now, you will get a quick intro.

If you have read through my 2 previous posts, I hope you are starting to see the pattern that took me many years to see. The parts that I have not touched on yet were how we met, that is the next one in line, then the divorce. We have now been divorced since May 10 2010, yes I know the date my divorce was signed by the judge, that is a day I will always celebrate as that was the day my freedom began. I may not have realized it then, but now I do and better late then never right. During the last 8 years, we have been to court 5 times, he filed for full custody at the beginning and then since the divorce, he barely made time for the kids, evicted us from our home, called me damaged goods (I was raped in high school), got me evicted from a rental after that, file fraud charges on me for signing my name on the mortgage modification documents, that was dismissed as the detective laughed after we talked, turned a friend against me and got her to testify in court that I was a terrible mother and the most recent, he actually won custody of the kids and we are currently fighting it. I give you that rundown so you can hopefully understand what he has put me through and why I have so much anxiety. I never suffered from anxiety until after all of this and have started seeing a therapist who is my rock. So now that we have gotten all of that out of the way, one day about a year ago I was talking to my mother in law who told me about something called cord cutting. I didn't think much of it but she is very spiritual and has never steered me wrong before, so I started looking into it.

This year I reached out a wonderful lady named Angel, who is very connected to nature and the universe and has a lot of experience with this stuff. She messaged me back almost instantly and I felt very comfortable with her from the beginning. When dealing with the spiritual plane it is very important to be comfortable with who you chose as you are opening yourself up to them. I told her I was looking to have a cord cutting and possibly a karma cleanse. I didn't' give her any information beforehand, other then basic contact information so I could pay her and well, we could schedule as we are in different time zones. I had to send her a full body photo for her to see me and be able to visualize as we did our work. I was anxious and nervous and a little skeptical at first, however I do believe in pagan beliefs. They are not witchcraft like people think but it is more about being connected to nature and living your best life. It is more about attracting what you want from the universe than anything. I have had my tarot cards read and they have always been pretty accurate, so when this came up I thought why not, worth a try right.

Yesterday was the day, I took my laptop, made myself comfortable on my bed and waiting for the call. When Angel called I was a little nervous but she was wonderful and made me feel comfortable right away. we talked a little bit and she said she needed more time to prepare for a full spiritual healing, but she would like to start with a Thetahealing session first. I said that was fine, and to be perfectly honest, I had to look up what it was cause I am fairly new to all this. First this she asked was why I felt I needed my cords cut and what made me look in that direction. I explained that I was married to a narcissist and even though we have been divorced for 8 years, he still affects me almost every day. Needless to say, she instantly understood she asked his name and we discussed the meaning of a name and how it can tie you to someone. I was grateful for that knowledge because I was concerned that my son and him have the same name with the exception of the middle name and I didn't want her to cut the cord to my son.

The first exercise was using my hand to train my muscles to help me to find my blockages. That was interesting, I was able to answer yes and no questions but using the muscle exercise and it was things that I didn't realized how I really felt. Using her guidance I used my thumb and pointer finger and put them together with gentle but firm pressure. using my other hand I had my finger in the space, if I moved my finger to where they touched and it broke through it was a no, if it didn't it signified a yes. that was interesting because it did really help and we used this exercise when she was looking for blockages which I will get more into later as it happened after the cord cutting.

She had me repeat after her a small prayer and ask the angels for help in finding where the cord was attached, as I sat there in silence, breathing, eyes closed I felt a pull and a pain in my solar plexus area. when I told her that, she stated that is because that is where the cord is pulling. I never though much about it until that moment but every time he calls, or I have to see him, or he emails, that is where I have always had a pain, that is where the hate, and the hurt, and the emotion comes from and I had always felt that but never knew why there, why not my heart? Once we established that's where the cord was, she went to work, during this time I sat quietly and let her work. I took slow breaths and just waited. While I was waiting, I could feel this rush of emotion coming over me, I could feel the pull from this cord, and all the while as I had tears coming down my face, it was like all the pain and hurt was leaving. I felt free for the first time in years, about the time I felt calm she spoke up and told me it was done. I felt a weight lifted off my heart, I felt at peace, and calm.

After that work was completed, she worked on clearing my channels, she asked me why I allow him to take away my energy. I never really thought about it, but when I did, I realized it was fear. I was afraid, she used the muscle exercise to answer specific questions, one was "I believe I am good enough" the answer was surprisingly no, so was I deserve the best, and I deserve to be loved. So she worked her magic for a bit and while she was doing this I kept thinking this exercise is a joke, but then she asked the questions again, and suddenly my finger didn't break through I was getting yesses. She asked about the judge, and I told her that Ryan Kamata was the judge that ruined my life, and that between him and David Bolokofsky and David Keiffer our PRE's, together they stole my children. So she worked on allowing me to release that hatred and hurt. When she asked about my second judge, I was a little taken back, as I hadn't mentioned that we did have a second judge, so I said yes, we have Judge Strobel doing our appeal, then Angel told me "I get a good feeling about her, she is going to bring your children home" again I was taken back as I didn't tell her what gender the new judge was.

The whole session took about 1.5 hours, and I was tired afterwards, we did a lot of work, and overall I felt at peace. I felt like the hate from my heart had been lifted, and I just felt free. I forgot what the felt like as I had been tied to him for so long. I feel a renewed sense of fight, I feel at peace with where things are in our court battle, and I don't feel like sitting back and playing a victim. I am ready to fight, ready to accept what happens, as well as having a feeling of hope. Hope that I am on the right path, and that my kids really will come back home where they belong.

I know that lot of you will probably laugh at all this and think how is this real. but I challenge you to believe in the unbelievable. Open your mind to something new, you never know when something might help. I don't know about you but I don't want to be under their thumb anymore. I want to be happy, and healthy both in body and mind. So why not open your mind to something new.

If you would like information on who I used, she is wonderful, and knowledgeable. I can't wait to work with her again, on clearing remaining blockages and a full spiritual healing.

https://yogaandhealing.weebly.com/